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December 26th, 2005
10:42 am
Ugh wow I have been so busy! But life's great! My boyfriend is SOOO *amazing*!!!! I am the luckiest girl!
I've been working a lot and going to school, free time... hanging out with Russ!
That's about it, love yas!
xoxoxo-
Brit
Merry Christmas!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/happy.gif) happy
Current Music: True - Ryan Cabrera
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August 27th, 2005
02:03 pm - Goodbye 2 you..
Okay so all I have to say is... WOW!!!
Sooo much has happened to me in the past couple of weeks! I met someone so amazing, he's completely anything a girl could want in a someone. I will admitt I'm a little scared to get into something so serious again, but we're taking things slow, and its definetly beneficial that he is so understanding of the things I have to deal with and the damage that hasn't been fixed or healed yet... ohhh I'm just soo happy and so thankful right now!!!
Its werid to think that after the relationship I came out of, I made myself a promise to find someone who was good to me and would never lie, hurt me, or cheat on me... but when I have someone like that in front of me its hard to swallow finally being treated good. Its just something I'm not used to. But its a good feeling at the same time. I'm sure I'll adjust lol, it just takes some getting used to.
I know that he will always have a part of me, and I will always have a place for him in my heart. I know there was so much hurt and betrayel that went on, but there were also good times. And I will probably reminise about both here and there, but I can feel myself moving on, and the constant feeling of something lingering on, is fading away. Its a very bittersweet feeling. But I am so happy with the way things are just falling into place.
That's pretty much it for now, Just waiting for my him to get off work and get his butt over here lol!
<3 ya*
-Britny
Current Mood: content
Current Music: And I... - Ciara
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July 9th, 2005
08:20 pm - OH SHIT*
Well I just got an e-mail from a good friend... and it MADE MY DAY, so for those of you who would love some enjoyment please read on:
I get this call from my friend yesterday who works with Sean, (sean is andreas ex-boyfriend) and ironically how strange is this..he JUST imed me..okay so i'm goign to ask him about it and i'll post what he says in this e-mail....okay sean says..."well like me and cory were leaving the beach andrea and brandon were sitting like 30 yards in front of my truck, So as we were leaveing we got all the way down to the little station thing were they check your sticker and i saw brandon flying up on my ass and telling me to pull over so i did and he got out so i did too so then i got out and he started talking shit and so did i and he said he came over here becase i looked at him at the beach so then i was like fuck you man your not worth my time and started to walk away then when i turned around and reched for the door he pushed me into it and thats when i pushed myself forward and punched him in the eye..i got the first punch in...and it was solid cory said he he wasnt even looking and he herd it ..he got 3 or 4 punches in on the back of my head but he never connected with my face..." ..Then I asked.....when he was talking shit what did he say and why was he so mad at you to being with, besides you "looking at him"? i called andrea a bitch like a year and half ago he just wanted to fight and so he got one .... Haha! so that's my story! Finally! it's about damn time! He's so full of talk, when it really comes to fighting he can't back up his words! Pathetic! Anywyas I"m sure you'll get a good laugh out of this!!
Oh yes I got a great laugh out of this!!!! This was the highlight of my day... I could go on and on about why this is so damn funny, but I think it explains itself... so thank you for the email!
Thats all thats really exciting and something to write about, this is strictly just for a good laugh! Period. .
<3* Brit
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: hate it or love it
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July 2nd, 2005
05:44 pm - mmmmm hmmmmm*
Well I went to my cousin's birthday party, it was in an art studio! It was fun for a 5 year olds party lol
Me and my cousin Natalie- SO CUTE!!!*
I was thinking how its weird that you can start off hating someone and being enemies with them and you really dont know each other, but then you finally just set things aside and talk about things and you end up being really good friends with them, and they turn out to be so sweet! I just think thats interesting... lol
That's pretty much it!
* Britny
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: some movie on tv
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May 4th, 2005
08:11 pm - *wishing*
well, i just need to get some things off my chest...
i honestly can not take it here anymore. im going crazy! i just dont see why things have to be like this... i hope/pray that things will turn out good after today. but only time will tell, right? so i just gotta wait it out...
ive kinda been talking to brandon a lot lately... i dont really know what good that is doing for me/him/us. but as for now we are just remaining friends.. but like hes said a thousand times before 'if its meant to be, it'll work out'.
~* with God all things are possible*~
<3- *Britny
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: i wanna be with you - mandy moore
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April 26th, 2005
10:43 pm - RaNd0m
ok im bored out of my mind right now. but there are some things i have on my mind...
*i cant wait until summer!!!!
*i wanna get out of this damn town/state, it SUCKS here sooo bad!
*i miss all my girls: kendra, molly, evan, sam, leslie, angie... i mean the list goes on.. but those are just a few.
*i miss him.. but whats new, right? lol
*my dad and stepmom = make my life hell everyday
*and pray for me, so i can come home this summer... right girls?! <3
thats really all i have to say!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/determined.gif) determined
Current Music: be - jessica simpson
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April 22nd, 2005
08:33 pm
well, i talked to leslie-lou yesterday for like an hour and a half. soo much fun, glad we cleared things up lou. I LOVE YOU BOO! then i talked to brandon. it was a good conversation. made me feel a lot better about things... alright im done for now. ps: sam i love YOU more than everytime and more!!!! <33
*Brit xoxo
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Current Music: hate it or love it - the game n 50
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April 17th, 2005
06:29 pm - Eww
Brandon STOP CALLING! you just lie and your wasting your time! k thanks bye
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/bitchy.gif) annoyed
Current Music: tv
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April 16th, 2005
09:41 pm - The love is still in me...
ok wow. i just had to see some shit that i did NOT want to see. i came across some pictures of him and some girl that went to a danced together, and we were supposed to be together. you know i know i dont expect him to not have a life just cuz i dont live there. me and him talked about that and had it all on the table and we knew how things can be. but the fact that he lied to me and didnt tell me the truth is what im so upset about. i hate all this emotional pain i go through cuz of him. i hate all the lies!!! i hate them soo much i rather hear his brutal honesty than his worthless lies. i would be much more forgiving of things if he was honest with me. and he knows that, but he obviously doenst take that into consideration. this is all becoming so unfair. how is that i wouldnt hurt him for anything in the world, but when it comes to hurting me he doesnt think twice. i cant always be playing his fool. i love how ppl go 'brit your so clueless' or 'brit you have some problems' well let me break it down for you guys who think you know. first of all im NOT clueless... its just there is nothing i can do. i cant tell him what to do. i dont control him. hes his own person. he is, who he is. im not here to change him.\. i love him for everything he is, and everything he isnt. i dont expect him to be perfect, our 'realtionship' is not like most ones. its complicated. i know this long distance thing sucks. and thats what ppl have to understand. we were not officially together but we werent nothing either. but we're not together anymore. and second of all i have problems??? maybe i do. you dont have to state the obvious. but what you dont know is that i have had someone playing these games with me for over a year. i mean im not saying it was all the time, cuz there was a point and time when i did live there and me and him were good and we had it good. but all this roller coaster, on again off again stuff is not going to make me happy. so yea maybe i do have some problems, and some things to work out and deal with, but thats not for you to call out or you to even care about. you dont deal with it, your not in any way, shape, or form invovled in this, so what do you care?
you know i was starting to handle all this pretty well. my life out here was starting to get on track. things were good, i mean me and brandon would talk here and there, and i could deal with that without feeling like hell. and then what do you know... something always falls in my lap that stirs things all up again, and i just get so upset. i wish ppl would just stop all this shit. i'll deal with this on my own. i dont need random ppl who have NO IDEA what the hell their talking about.. tell me their opinion. yea i listen and talk to my closest friends about this, but its cuz i trust them and they actually know whats going on. i can deal with this without your comments, so keep them to yourselves. please. i wanna drop this, and move on, so i think you need to too. that all i have to say
<3 Brit
Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: spike tv
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