| Brit ( @ 2005-08-27 14:03:00 |
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Goodbye 2 you..
Okay so all I have to say is... WOW!!!
Sooo much has happened to me in the past couple of weeks! I met someone so amazing, he's completely anything a girl could want in a someone. I will admitt I'm a little scared to get into something so serious again, but we're taking things slow, and its definetly beneficial that he is so understanding of the things I have to deal with and the damage that hasn't been fixed or healed yet... ohhh I'm just soo happy and so thankful right now!!!
Its werid to think that after the relationship I came out of, I made myself a promise to find someone who was good to me and would never lie, hurt me, or cheat on me... but when I have someone like that in front of me its hard to swallow finally being treated good. Its just something I'm not used to. But its a good feeling at the same time. I'm sure I'll adjust lol, it just takes some getting used to.
I know that he will always have a part of me, and I will always have a place for him in my heart. I know there was so much hurt and betrayel that went on, but there were also good times. And I will probably reminise about both here and there, but I can feel myself moving on, and the constant feeling of something lingering on, is fading away. Its a very bittersweet feeling. But I am so happy with the way things are just falling into place.
That's pretty much it for now, Just waiting for my him to get off work and get his butt over here lol!
<3 ya*
-Britny